User blog comment:Moonwing9/I don’t know if I can handle it anymore.../@comment-39549339-20200111022559

Moonwing. I've been through this before. Trust me, the path to happiness is always there. I thought it never was there. Frost thought it never was there. We all thought it never was there, but we still gathered our mental strength together in one final push and we found ourselves on that path. Life is a rocky path full of efforts and hard choices, and it's a big jerk sometimes, but those "friends" of yours don't deserve you. You are an amazing person, you are so funny and talented and I don't want to see you go just because of those idiots who hate you. They only hate you because they want to be like you because you are a beautiful person who deserves to be loved, unlike them, who only have their shrivelled heart and dark thoughts for company. Leave those "friends" behind and hang out with your 3 good friends. Even if you might think that that's not a lot, a friend is rare to come about and even having three is enough. I didn't even have friends until I found my footing and ignored them. Shut them out, block them, do whatever you have to do to avoid them (just not suicide, because that will cause more problems than solve them. trust me, i've been through at least three suicide attempts and it's not made me feel any better.). Regarding your teachers, if they truly hate you, the only thing you can do is to not let them get to you. I know it's hard, believe me, I've gone through it as well. I know there are many people out there who hate me and it's really mentally exhausting, is it not? But focus on the good things in life. Your teachers aren't going to be there forever. Soon you'll be free from them, and concentrate on that thought, towards your freedom. And about your brother, please don't hesitate to seek help about abuse. Tell your parents, a therapist, your friends IRl and on the wiki, someone. Don't hide it like it's something bad, and show them the proof (your scars). Show your brother that you can fight back, that nothing he does to you will push you down. And if it really gets too much, don't commit suicide. That will break more hearts of people than you realize. A lot of people care for you, Moonwing. Sit down with your parents and have a good heart-to-heart. Even if you think they don't care, you are still their daughter and they will definitely do anything to protect you (I've done this before, believe me). You are a great friend and I will always be here to talk to you, feel free to vent, and I will try to provide the little advice that I have to give. Remember, a friend is a person who walks in when the whole word has walked out. We will be here for you. <3