User blog:Moonwing9/I don’t know if I can handle it anymore...

School has been really hard lately, but that’s not what I mean. I really and truly hate my self. My friends have been getting made at me for who I hate, when they feel the same about that person. My teachers all, and I mean all, hate me. I just want to go already. I don’t know if I can handle much more. My brother has given me lifelong scars, in the past and present. At first, I didn’t have many suicidal thoughts, and I thought they would go away, since I rarely had them, but then they started to hate me, and now I have them daily, at most hours. I have depression, and it’s really pushing me to rock bottom. If they start hating on me daily, I’m just going to go already. This is the only thing keeping me laughing, that, my only 3 friends irl left, and memes. (Don’t laugh about that last one.) For now, I’m just going to be doing art and a few other things on this wiki. Bye.